hey there everybody............guess what? i'm still alive n kickin.... i know it's been a while since i last wrote n all but life's been hectic....
i've gotta new roomate now.... his name is joel n so far he's a cool guy to live with.
he tried hookin me up with his homie timmy but it went downhill SOOOOOOOO quick!
tim n i clicked right away n thought there was sumthin there t first but no.. he became far too obsessive about stuff n even asked me to marry him within three weeks..... can ya believe that!??!? lol!
wow!
well, don't get me wrong.. we clicked n i do care for the guy n all. i just got scared off bc of his bad past... he's an excon n i dont wanna have to worry about that shit ya know? when u love someone, you'll fight for them tooth n nail...this i know... but stuff he's done in the past really scares me. ...if you'd like to know what it is, just email/call me ... i'll tell ya
timmy n i got into heated arguements these past couple days n it was just ridiculous! he got me SOOOO mad! my stomach hurt so bad that i could barely walk, i felt naseus, my head was spinning,..tears wouldn't quit rollin down my cheek............
man it was crazy!
now i'm trying to contain myself........ i'm gettin a lil better.....i even had to take a week off of work which i could barely afford right now but i need to get better ....seriously now...
i told the bosses i needed to leave the job n dunno when i'll be returning either........
i said it's a family emergency
-sigh-
life's been a pain in the ass before for me, but it's never been THIS BAD
talk to you guyz later
-nessa- | 